It was like every other day since I was infected. Always crying “Unclean! Unclean!” took a toll…on the soul as well as the throat. I don’t know how I contracted it but I did and I pay for it daily. The only comfort comes from those similar. Society has shunned us as a whole and the leaders of the day have a scowl that rivals any rabid animal. “Get away from here,” they foam. “Don’t infect us you unclean vile thing,” they spew. Don’t they know we are still people? Don’t they know we souls still feel regardless if our body doesn’t? Don’t they know we were created in the same image of the God they supposedly worship?
Then one day a man, an altogether different Man, walked by. He was different is the best possibly way. As I cried “Unclean! Unclean!” He seemed unfazed. Ignorant maybe. Who knows? It doesn’t matter because at this point I’m desperate, yearning for relief. The burden of being shunned is excruciating. Damaging. But, He doesn’t seem to care. As I see Him approach, I see Him seeing me. Not just seeing me but seeing me in all that I am spirit, soul, and body. I started to feel different before He was even in talking distance. Even as I yelled, I saw Him shush me. Not because I shouldn’t yell but because I didn’t need to. He’s heard me since before the Beginning. Then all of sudden we were so close a whisper sufficed. This whisper touched me in the deepest dungeon of my imprisoned spirit all the while my soul, being trapped as it was, started changing. My humanity is returned. My dignity restored. I felt…honored. Yet my body still laid deformed. Until He reached and touched me. Human touch is amazing. Engaging. Vulnerable. In my case, His touch was invading yet compassionate. It broke all notions of what…who I thought I was. Yet this touch was even more. My body did heal as well but it was so much more than that. It was like God Himself touched my whole being. The Trinity touched the trinity. He made things right. And He’ll do it for you. If you feel the need to cry, “Unclean! Unclean!” around people, especially religious ones, know that He came and His Blood speaks over you, “Clean! Clean!”
When God Kisses Wounds.
Sticks and stones may break your bones but words can destroy the soul. The above story is, what I believe, what the leper must have or could have felt like and his reactions in the moment. Back in Jesus’ time a leper was an unclean person who had to cry, “Unclean! Unclean!” when others passed by so that they wouldn’t be defiled or harmed by them. Imagine the lifestyle they lived. Imagine the society they lived under where you are a nobody or even worse. A person never touches a leper…but Jesus did. But why? Jesus could have spoken the word but He didn’t. He reached and He touched. He broke the social barrier and brought dignity, honor, and cleansing which in turn also brought healing.
Have you ever wondered why a child will get a scratch, scrape, or cut and wants it kissed? And once kissed, felt better afterwards? I thought it was just a cute thing. I mean, my wife and I do it to each other to be cute and intimate with each other. But there must be something with it.
It is not for the healthy but the sick that Jesus came for. Many times in my life Jesus came and touched me and kissed me in my weakness, in my sin. He will never break a bruised reed. Our Father wants to restore dignity, honor, love, and acceptance into each and every one of us. He wants to restore humanity to its rightful place, which He did in Christ, to us all. He’ll listen to your shouting. He’ll listen to your talking. He’ll listen to your whispering. He’ll reach and He’ll touch. He is willing. Your time is coming.
When I was in a sin, rinse, repeat cycle several years back, I asked the Father, “You must get tired of me?” Immediately His reply was, “I neither slumber nor sleep!” You see, our Father doesn’t rest till we are fully restored. Jesus even said it. “My Father is always at his work to this very day, and I too am working.” Father, Son, and Holy Spirit want and will restore you and kiss you in your weakest, darkest moments. Where you feel trapped by sin, emotional distress, physical handicaps, broken down and disturbed God is walked along the road to go from yelling, to talking, to whispering, to reaching, and then to touching. He is restoring your humanity, dignity, honor, and trinity.
Be blessed! Be restored! You are a human! God loves you!
Very beautiful thoughts. Touches from the Lord are the best! I look forward to reading more of your thoughts and seeing how God works through you. Blessings.
LikeLiked by 2 people
Blessings to you too!!
LikeLike
Reblogged this on jesuslovemercyandme and commented:
I really enjoyed this message of God’s love for us.
LikeLiked by 2 people
This is touching, soulful, beautiful, brilliant. Thank you. God bless you. There without Jesus would go I. Only His blood keeps me from limping through life, head down, crying, “Unclean! Unclean!”
LikeLiked by 2 people
Oh but now we have been washed clean and restored!!
LikeLike
Beautiful! Yes! Live Restored- Mind Body Soul!
LikeLiked by 2 people
That we would be sanctified spirit, soul, and body! Amen
LikeLike
Three days a week when I go downtown, there is a homeless man begging at the side of the road, trying to collect enough money so that he can buy himself a drink. If I have a coin, I drop it in his can. On Wednesday, he told me that until I looked at him, he had felt invisible. I told him I could see him just fine and gave him a dollar. Today, I didn’t have a dime, but I stopped and told him that I could still see him, and he thanked me.
LikeLiked by 3 people
Amen amen amen!!
LikeLike
Thank you for this beautiful post. It’s so encouraging. There are days where I too feel: “You must get tired of me?” Thank you for reminding me of His tireless desire to restore what has been broken.
LikeLiked by 2 people
You’re welcome! God is the most proactive force of change in our lives…whether we think, feel, or see it.
LikeLiked by 1 person
These reminders are necessary to keep us from feeling that insufferable guilt we alone put on our shoulders. The enemy is not called an “accuser of the brethren” for no reason. It’s easy to forget grace when we take the pure conviction of repentance and twist it into needless guilt.
Amen.
LikeLiked by 2 people
Reblogged this on Operation Torchlight and commented:
These reminders are necessary to keep us from feeling that insufferable guilt we alone put on our shoulders. The enemy is not called an “accuser of the brethren” for no reason. It’s easy to forget grace when we take the pure conviction of repentance and twist it into needless guilt.
Amen.
LikeLiked by 2 people
Beautifully and poetically written. Thank you😃
LikeLiked by 2 people
You’re welcome and thank you for the comment!
LikeLike
This is awesome! God bless you.
I am working on a free international Christian magazine and I would lobe you to be a contributor. Can we talk about it?
LikeLiked by 2 people
Sure! You can email me at onejohn417@yahoo.com for follow up on this.
LikeLiked by 1 person
I will at once! Thank you!
LikeLike
Please check you email. Thanks.
LikeLike